sadness

I am not done re doing my blog, but just wanted to say a few words about sadness.

 Sadness because someone I thought was a good friend took something wrong I posted on FB and I feel like I hurt her and my heart is broken again.
Sadness because I finally got to the blog from a pastor-though i did not agee with him in alot of doctrine did some wonderful things to help me when I was in the depths of a horrible tribulation. he paid for me to be with my family when at first we had not the means to move my stuff and I had to stay behind and pack. he lost a battle with cancer this year. he was just 59.
Sadness because my middle son was amrried a mere year and a half ago and his wife has left as she wanders aimlessly on the dark side.

Sadness because my oldest boy who won every reward for Bible memorization and played his trumpet so proudly in front of a church of #1000 for God.. Has laid that trumpet aside and my dreams fro him are so crushed since he does not follow God totally.
Sadness for all those in pain whose love ones have disappeared without a trace. the unknown or living with the torment when many times found and knowing what was done to them before they died.
Sadness for so many wandering in the darkness of sin, not wanting or realizing where they are headed at death-the cure.
Sadness with the clinical depression that engulfs me off and on, even knowing that God uses it. Still it is so difficult to see a silver lining.
Sadness for parting friends and loved one across miles or in death.
Sadness for the unexplainable, the faithful pet who brought such joy lying in the road, or the sound of the siren of an ambulance in the night.
LOSS, SUFFERING, PAIN,  BETRAYAL, REJECTION, HORROR. Any name it comes by.............

As I rejoice waiting for HEAVEN.

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Faithfulness

Fireflies

Frugal Hobbies

• List of frugal hobbies with comments:

1. Sewing
2. Cooking and or Baking
3. Entering sweepstakes
4. Gardening
5. Reading
6. Crafting
7. Photography
8. Letter-boxing
   

• One of these I detest.
• One of these might give me anxiety, but would do it if I had the time.
• 1 of these my kid's and I did fof a couple of months than we kind of petered out on it. I would like to do again, but we live so far out there is probably none to do without a lot of gas use so frugal may be "out the window" or so to speak on it.
• One I love to do, but cannot seem to fit it in. Want to.
• Another one I was into until lost my tool to do it with and am leery with trying the new one out I bought.
  
• 3 are left which I do regularly. This list makes me want to do all of them though.

• Can you guess which three I participate almost daily by my other posts and the blogs I follow?
  

Shooting The Breeze: top 7

Just for fun and because I like writing lists, today I took a fancy to just listing mt top 7 websites by number.


1. Stumble
2. Good Reads
3. Face Book
4. Christian Forum
5. Fun Trivia Quiz Site
6. Amazon
7. All Recipes

And for extra fun as honorable mentions any site that has lists of subjects in a row of which there are too many to mention.( I do also love some blogs I follow on here, but to me they are all different sites. someday I need to blog the ones on here in a list.