He's a Believer in My God Now.(Christopher Hitchens dead at 62)

I am sorry if he went to hell, but he had plenty of chances. Romans 2 will be his judge now. At the Great White throne Revelation 21. This is the judgement of the " Dead" and those who think "works"will save them. He is one of  the dead and will  be judged for his evil works and even the dead works he may have thought he was doing for all of "humanities good." My judgement was on the Cross and was in Jesus Christ's punishment and now partake in His :life"( I do hope Mr. Hitchens turned from his folly at the end and repented?) Praise God.:  either way for his( God's) justness .My "A"  unfavorite is Atheists. I do not want them to go to hell, but especially in westernized countries where most live: They are really w/out excuse. So I really have some news today. This is Christopher Hitchens- One of the darlings of "The Nothing Created Everything Brigade." And a card carrying Atheist-"so called" religious cult member. Sorry for how he died, but am not too saddened because it causes everyone including the member of this" religion of God Hatred" to give pause and wonder? What if I am wrong? What if there's more? To read more, Please check on title and go to link. Read the pitiful comments and pray.......... Not for him-too late for that, but for others than hath chosen his Godless path still with chances to acknowledge the Saviour.

Bipolar Blast. #2 (Thoughts Daily I have been Struggling with .)

On a group on Face book, I wrote a small post of dealings with day to day bipolar and my thoughts of confusion it brings me. 

      Thanks Carrie, my point was the confusion I get from people saying bipolar is illness, others saying it is not, you have control over it. Which is it? I have had it since I was 2-4 years old and did not even get told until I was 40 I had it, but something was wrong. And I do get Psychosis.Then I get told the devil has no part and then I really think he does or maybe it is just mania thinking" that wow the devil is really picking on me so I must be extra spiritual" Even to family saying I am like Eve blaming my bad behavior on the devil. But in my own experience I have done as you said and he has fled or I just feel better because it is like a placebo.I had thought that my bipolar either side depression an or mania kick in and then tthe devil takes it over and either he or God uses it. then I think it is my own imagination and go into unbelief and think I have never been right with God except for my illness so it is my illness not me and then told self esteem, I would not be manic on my meds, blah, blah. I read different in books. That is my experience with the whole thing. and then Christians not understanding or believing. I do not know how people find the time to do this stuff. I just want to be able to read my Bible.Always something must be given up. (I have done journaling, but just another thing "I have" to do.) and to keep track of which gives me anxiety. I get overwhelmed if I have too much of anything. ( Example: I am on stumble and many people have likes in K's, I am bothered that I am going over 100 items and will want to get rid of some favorites) I know alot of people get a lot out of it, but I do not like reading what I write. May be the bipolar. I have a blog, but even hate reading it to edit. causes me anxiety. I am doing a series on my bipolar, hoping to help someone so it is kind of journaling in a way, but I do do other subjects. Why I could never settle on any college degree, I am up and down back and forth loving everything and staying home I can be that-everything. this is just what I am dealing with now in my life.

Craft for christmas/Frugal Hobbies #6 From August 2011 posting.

I had spoken on 8 frugal hobbies back in August. Today to give us all time to work them in I want to give us all an easy and frugal craft you can do as we count down the last 12 days of christmas: Gather these items you probably have on hand:

• Bounty paper towels
• Plastic foam cone
• Green tempera paint
• Paint brushes
• Holiday bows
• Straight pins
• Buttons     

 1. Place Bounty paper towels on the table to keep it tidy.

2. Cut several Bounty paper towels into long 2.5 centimetre strips. Stack the strips on top of each other and tear into smaller sections.

3. Paint the Bounty paper towel pieces with green tempera paint and allow to dry.

4. Place one green piece over the tip of the cone and attach with straight pins - just make sure the straight pins are handled with care. Then move to the bottom of the cone and attach the pieces, moving around the bottom row. Repeat, moving up to the top of the cone.

5. Decorate the tree with "ornaments" by attaching coloured buttons with straight pins. Pin a festive bow to the top and place the tree on Bounty paper towels for a "snowy" presentation.

6. Painting can be messy. To help with the clean-up, wipe down all surfaces with paper towels - they have the strength, absorbency, and cloth-like durability to clean up the mess with ease.


Credit goes to Bounty towels. Website where I got idea link above.

Others May, You Cannot/ Bipolar Blast #1

Trying to let God have all of me right now. Went through the fir this morning on my biblical stand and am full of anxiety because of it. I posted this on FB. I really get tired of Christians with no problems or they will not admit to any. No medical issues when I have so many afflictions, but at the same time God has so many good things about being blessed by affliction especially in the Psalms that I cannot help shout for joy in His name any way. Yesterday dealing with case manager I have to have for my meds has really sent me in tailspin. You all out there aught to give it a whirl lol Yes ,I take meds. I remember when I did not and sat in judgement of Christians that did such things. God showed me with chastening to get off my high horse when I ended up in psychosis. I used to have a tract that said others may you cannot. You cannot judge them unless you walked in their shoes, so he brought me down with the king of Babylon- Nebuchadnezzar. Others May, but you cannot he says. You will be gold tried in my fire and come forth as a jewel in my crown in heaven. Your own family will turn on you at times, let alone the friends and "good" christian brethren. It is not always like that and some of it is my own reaping. But with my manic side of bipolar or my choleric personality this is what I felt today:

I am just me, not afraid to fight Paul over chiefest of sinners spot. Un ashamed and unafraid to admit I have struggles and am imperfect. I try to walk in the spirit, but and do fall and stumble, but Jesus loves me and it is on his grace I stand, not by the will of any man, or you should , or you should not. Or you are too mean, Or your bathroom is not perfect or you are too sensitive, . Stop the emulations. Stop trying to make me into your image of a door mat or robot. I am not directing this post at any individual. I love you all on here. My God understands when no one else does. I am just sick of pretend land. Think I will post this on my blog. lol forgive me while I rant.

Now turn the feeling into faith for His Honor and His glory. Amen.